Current state of mind

I think im where im meant to be
Mentally
A state of mind that understands whats meant for me

Im tryna break out the habit of conventional thinking
Over analysing and over thinking
Just because there's water in the boat doesn't mean its sinking

I used to worry about the future years
Disappointed in myself because I was behind my peers
They had plans and ideas
They had hopes
They had dreams
All my hope had deceased

But you see
Sometimes we struggle to remember
Struggle to remember that the present is just as relevant
And that if we look after today
We can be members of the future celebrants