Let go

The same bigheaded boy is no longer a kid
In a sense
He's lost his inner sense
And his innocence

He was so hell bent on holding a grudge with the guy
that helped his mother in creating him
He couldn't refer to him as his father because deep
in his heart he thought he hated him

Then it came to me
I knew I had to drop my pride
There were some things I had to get off my chest
Things that I could no longer hide

I already knew I was a disappointment in his eyes
To him I was just a boat with no hope that
had already capsized

Or so I thought

I finally got the balls to tell him that I changed my course
at University
That I was depressed and it just weren't for me
I expected all hell to break loose
But he just smiled and said
'Do what makes you happy cos no one can do you like you do'
He also said he loved me, it caught me off guard so all I said
was yeah you too

At that moment i felt all the negative energy and hatred release
It was true relief
My heart was no longer heavy and my mind was at peace